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Thank you everyone who has contributed to this post. While it wasn't written in a poetic nor sophisticated fashion, neither was the follow-up post (which I decided to delete because it feels like a 15-16 year old's writing to some readers), this truly has been how I felt at the moment of writing. Bro Williamshakespear got it right and I quote:
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Being infatuated at the start due to special services provided already has a lot to do with me feeling lonely and my level of self-esteem. Truth be told, I have no friends, partly by choice, let alone female counterparts. The jealousy when she posts moments of gifts given by other customers and pictures of her sitting in another customer's car, probably have to with naivety, thinking I'm the special one. Although I've been active in this scene for a number of years now, I still don't have the maturity to deal with my own emotions, and resorted to chionging even more, even her roommate (probably the biggest waste of money to date), just to get over her. In hindsight, I don't know how finding her roommate would have made me feel better, maybe an avenue for us to find things to quarrel about hence easier to let go perhaps. Sadly the roommate incident actually made me feel even worse about myself. I do feel like a bad person, provoking her in such a way when all she's done is giving me extras and never asking for more. Don't get me wrong, I do tip her. Call me cheapskate, sheltered, whatever you want, but I always give whatever amount I could give. But if the intended outcome was to get over her, I'd say visiting the roommate to some extent was money well-spent. Her taking the mickey out of me on Vday, and blaming me further for not waiting an hour for her really pissed me off. And the final straw was in order to make up to her for all the misdeeds I've committed, I'd pay her rent, take her out for a meal and buy her presents. Yea I'm cheapskate, but I was staring down the long road of ruin, considering my own circumstances. I'm not sure if she ever said anything after I told her I won't be taking her out that night, because I logged out of my wechat for a few days, and understand that wechat only keep unread messages for up to 3 days or something. All I can say is, I think I'm in a better place now. Though not totally out of the woods, cos I do think of those 'special moments' every now and then. But I'm slowly coming to terms that this is something not worth pursuing. Us not talking since then and her not replying to my comments on her moments have helped as well. At this precise moment, I do feel bad for (1) provoking her by visiting the baby elephant roommate and (2) not making it up to her by paying her rent, take her shopping etc. Wonder if I should just let it go and disappear or give another apology and then disappear.. At the end of the day I do want to wish her well, though visiting her again is unlikely.. |
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Secondly, as it had been a business transaction - you owe her NOTHING. Any special services she provided for you was CALCULATED for a means to wrap you around her finger & control you. So long as you paid for her services agreed upon, the deal is done when the service is honestly completed, you can walk away with head held high & no guilt. the way we would buy a cup of coffee, paid for it, drink it and then go away with no feelings of owing anything to the coffeeshop, the coffee maker, the importer/exporter of coffee, the growers of coffee or the coffee plantation owner. There never was love involved, or only 1 sided love/lust-from you. If she had loved you, she would never open up her private parts to another, more so on a daily basis, or luxuriating with other men with their gifts & even daring to show it on social media to you, whom had been a lonely but honest man enough to care for her. which is & will only be unreciprocated. |
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Best way to forget her is to find a better 1, so many in market sure can find
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End of the day we come out to chiong for what? Its for novelty, fun , sperm release & excitement. Not worth feeling sour over this sh|t. You got cash & time to burn? Instead of spending time as a Hooker Romeo why don’t you try & donate to a charity & help some less privileged people. You’ll feel much better.
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Sounds like you may have something else causing some depressive episodes outside of this ML bro.
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Enjoy while it last.
No need to look back. Take your mind of her and focus on building yourself and a strong heart. I always felt someone that kana KC’ed has some part of them unfulfilled or missing. Only by being able to replace that missing part on your own, will you have a stronger heart. |
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Are you out of your fucking mind ??? Paying her rental so that other bros can fuck her still >? Bring her shopping so she can dress up for others to bang ?? Btw , banging her roomate is not to get over her .... its to get even with her > :D:D |
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Go to a coffeeshop toilet
choose 1 toilet bowl , keep cleaning it , maintain cleanliness do not refrain anyone from using the toilet bowl . anyone can use it anyway they like . love the toilet bowl , shower it with care . stand guard outside . thats what you are doing the whole time . :eek: |
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wish her well is ok la go ahead no harm done. but stop giving her financial help etc already cut away she wont die so many guys paying for her. she doesnt need a specific one every guy paying is a bonus to her.
there are good girls out there but we have to protect ourselves first. |
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