The Asian Commercial Sex Scene

2012 was a crazy year for me.

Lately, i have seen videos of me surfacing here as a friend of mine saw it and secretly asked me whether it's me. Thereafter i decided to register and write my feeling here..
i have a very mixed feeling as to how i spent my time that year.
Maybe some of you had seen a video which is between me and my ex friend, Eleena. That year, i also had unsafe sex with several other women.
I feel quite embarrassed and regret what i did, to the point of depression, especially when i think of my parents..when recalling my past self engaging in unprotected sex and spewing my sperms inside women's body for the sake of pleasure.
However at times, well quite often, i have the feeling of gratification when remembering my past acts.
I could talk more if you wish.