[mackewell]

OK NOW here PART 2 of my story:

OK at night went back, think alot, wondering this one what cai tow pattern/ stunt she pulling on me? how come i got all to gain and nothing to lose one, how she benefit sia? LOL.....

Next, 2 incidents came along that make my heart soften and melt abit.

First, I jio her go makan viet food at joo chiat as she live there. When makan finish liao, she say she want go shopping, buy things for her family. (ok my antenna signal come liao, SO she want to buy alot alot then i pay all right? Cai tow move? probably. Never mind, i follow suit, later i buy liao, we go lam tinh to get back my ROI hee hee.)

Just nice lah, as i pay the bill for the makan, my wallet bo cash liao, she happen to see it. i told myself and i also indicate to her i need to go ATM draw some money first bah. Next thing, she say dont go shopping liao, send her to her work place bah...

Oh ya, she did also ask me to buy her iphone, i say cannot i not enuff money to buy, she say can get her second hand one? she want facetime with me when she go back vietnam. At the end i never buy her also.

Second, this is the second time i do this action as i quite poor tt time. It was around 3am tt time in GL after our makan and tok cock session. Only me and my 'baxa', no transport help from my uncle frens or wad. I passed her ten dollar red note, ask her go off first take cab home. My plan was after she go off, i go lanshop chill abit then take bus home since i stay near GL.

She told me, why not you walk me back home to joo chiat since its near(From lor 8 GL to JC near? are you siao already ? LOL). I said ok and she seemed happy holding hand with a poor mother fucker like me(bizarre and nuts right)? WTH, i cant believe this sight, we took almost 45 to an hour to reach Joo Chiat i think.

Along the route, i did ask her we go lam tinh, she said( Once again another answer i neber hear before, HUH?). we cannot go hotel, not good. If you want go sleep, you bring me go back see your PAPA and MAMA, then i sleep in your room loh. I sweating sia when i heard this at tt time....

I am thinking if she want to earn money from me, why need to go this length? you are working girl leh, just take my cab fare and maybe i give u lam tinh fee abit lah, then later i fuck you liao i can forget, i can move on also. Why make my heart melt and give me insomnia almost every day for almost a year till this current day? i dunno man still at tt time.

Becuz of this 2 incidents, we become very close to the stage where i bailed from her for a good period of weeks as i dunno what is going on and i started to really like her abit but i starting to lose faith in myself being a poor fat arse. But she persist and persist on seeing me and i push away her again and again. Also, i went to pattaya for holiday at tt time, i dont want to settle at this time also, sex more important than love leh i feel. Scully when i came back to singapore, i discovered that she called more than 20 times, 4-5 times a day i guess.

But then from tt 20 missed calls spell, no trace of her again, she disappeared from my life completely. this time massive tinge of regretfulness sunk into my thoughts, every night for almost a year i will hang out in GL and JC, hoping she will turn up and i can say i am sorry, i want to go back to how we are in the past.( OMG why i feel like crying as i write this segment, stop being a wussy me shite, i am a big boy for goodness sake.).

Hey wait why i dont call her dumbass? for some reason she deleted me from viber as i assumed that she found herself a new life liao with new ongxa haizzzz........sighing with pittifulness probably in the worst phase of my damn fucking life....

She never appeared for a year, never ever. I tried asking my uncle frens and some of the viet working girls, she did not appear. My mental state worsened to a state where i sometimes will dream of her face and i cant sleep OMFG, whats going on? God tell me!

OK end of Part 2 of my story, writing and editing my part 3 now, will post later...