[mackewell]

OK NOW here PART 3. FINALE of my story:

Come after CNY 2014, God still never tell me or even give me a second chance to find out how she really feel about me. I sibei sad, always putting a strong face in front of friends, but i got no aim liao, fuck my life, life is short, i dun care liao rot lah for fuck sake....

I still wanted to go pub drink beer and hug girl on a budget lvl so i always cross over the border to chill with my best bro on weekends. for a good spell of 4 months till day, i always at Johor drink cheap good beer hugging viet girls during weekends. Once again, hug and hug and hug, occassionally think of my 'baxa' who went MIA.

Thank god and my luck that just 4 days ago, i finally MET her at the JB pub i always go. She look way prettier in a reveling black dress OMG! I dun dare to look at her eyes becuz i still think that she will hate me for being an arsehole with no damn balls as i pushed her away previously without accounting for anything.....

Instead, she was sad and happy to see me, mixed emotions for both of us, she sat with me for a while, she told mine best bro in front of me that she like me not cuz i have money or what, its the heart that counts. She seen so many chee hong men that are so fake and not real and not nice ppl, she dont like.

She seen rich guys, young ones but why she want to be one of their girlfriends? I just love her even more and kiss her on the cheek as she has ethics and principals unlike unfortunately most viet working girls who will think material first.

As usual she got alot of customer, so as she left my table, i was tearing a little but i wipe my tears away quickly and went 'stoned' for a good 30 mins before i came back to reality.

She test me, ask me what is her name? i straight away say her name, and show her the vietnam hp no she gave me, she quite happy lol.. of cos i pass the test... I lost touch with her once, cannot afford to lose again liao.

For the past 3 days until she is leaving for Vietnam this afternoon, every afternoon i go through custom in the afternoon, just to go see her for 3-4 hours then i take bus then midnight cab home. Last night was the best closing, i went to watsons in the afternoon, bought the 1 carton 24ml eagle medicated oil( she want me to buy for her family), and cross border to give her. There was raid so i only meet her in JB 1030pm after drinking beer at pub since 8pm.

Damn long wait but worth it, kiss her goodnight, huggies. She was really down when she go back, she miss me alot, she strong will person, tear in front of me, i tell her cannot cry. I know in a r/s one person must stay strong one, if not the r/s will habis(Finish liao). I told her you must be positive and I will too( i mean it i guess after this long dramafied story of mine). If i still dont wake up my idea,i should bang my head on the wall liao for sure...

Kiss goodnite, huggies, sweet talks, makan blah blah blah, and hail a cab like a despo fuck with my best bro to rush for sbs bus at custom checkpoint at 12 midnight, both me and 'baxa' had a good sleep after a lenghty wechat session at 2.30 to 3.30am lol... now again wechat, like cannot stop, fucking happy.

In life, there are second chances sometimes, and i guess i have to seal this one man. Fuck care all the negative stories liao samsters are saying here liao. If i still don't believer her and this r/s we are having after so much that we went thru together, things wont work and be better for the long term. I must admit i am a lucky loser but time to be a lucky winner by earning strides in life in small steps.

PS: One thing, it is really a vicious peer influence thingy when it comes to vietnam girls and their so called working 'sisters or friends'. My 'baxa' is a lao jiao sister leader at 25 yrs old but she always lead her sisters or friends well when they come to work.

They really live like family, care for each other. Especially in JB where KTV is not recommended becuz drugs on the go and girls take them and msians bastard bros go raw on them and make them pregnate. Super bastards. So morale of the story, always find out who are the friends your girl is mixing with if you really want to further a proper r/s with her, is she the leader sister or she the KA Kia(follower lol).

Is she guillible or smart in her own ways? LOL. I have seen so many vietnam sister leader who teach her followers or xin jiao sisters or probably ur girl(it could happen i guess) who teach them to open leg at all cost, hang for the richer fish, whip out sob stories to get what want, rinse and repeat, good 'business' methods i guess? LOL....

Ok lah end of my long rant, time to move forward in my life, never give up or let up, chiong smart live smart cheers....