[Newtonyork]

It's frustrating too cause I know Bangkok so well now, south East Asia is my jam so to speak. Hell, I was here back before it was cool and I'm from the time when the actual 'cowboy' of soi cowboy was named after, I'm that old. And I was so set to go this time. For one last time maybe.
But fuck life gets in the way.

You know what fellas, I'm thinking of cashing out some of the cash from my brokerage account. Just to live off of, since I'm unemployed again, but to maybe help me go to Bangkok in early 2025.

You ever feel so desperate for something it's like you can taste it. But 'life' keeps getting in the way? I shoulda died back when I was 17. And every day since has been misery.