[jiro666]

hmm actually these feel days were very hard to pass, session with her 2 days ago was canceled..so no chance to tell her all that i planned.
(basically just wanted to more about her difficulties first..)

just saw a thread about 'FL girl falling in love with customer' don't think it will happen for my case..probably many guys already did wwhat i wanted to and probaly they are better-looking or richer than me.

but it confirms my thoughts that girls who do FL are not really totally materialistic and all out to get money..

saw a reply telling me i like her i wont name my thread 'falling in love with a PROSTITUTE' yup kinda true i guess, when i posted it i was feeling very confused maybe i did think of her as a prostitute then, wanted to edit my title at first cos i felt was very insulting to her..but was having internet probs that time so posted 3 duplicate threads..


and about the 'falling in love' part maybe not so much of love yet frankly speaking, as i only met her once only. but its just the feeling of missing her very much and enjoying her company, felt shes actually a good girl being forced to put on a mask to satisfy customers...due to whatever reasons she gotand i feel that she dun deserve to suffer like this.
i think of her more as just a normal girl whos in some sort of trouble..

just like any girl on the streets..and i feel shes not a fake person thats whats important.
guess i will see her soon, and take a step at a time, will be happy even to be friends.