I think I have kena gong tao in BKK. Not the true type of gong tao as in black magic.
I discovered the BKK scene last year. OMG, it was an eye opening experience, like a kid in a candy shop.
Like a paradise on earth.
You are treated like a king (almost)
You get true prawn peelers :P
You get gfe feelings.
Very gfe
Of cuz we know that we are treated this way because of the money given. But then it still felt nice. Its like sometimes when others give you a false compliment, you still feel good even though you know that it is a false compliment.
Difficult to get that kind of gfe, maybe during courtship, before marriage. Is this why I am one of the latest victim of gong tao?
Since I got to know abt the WL scene in BKK, I have spent too much money but its like an addiction. I even blew my bonus away, what a sin…
Should not have eaten the forbidden fruit. If I have not tasted it, I would not know what I am missing. Regret. Now I cannot control the impulse to fly over there.
Feel like flying over instantly, tonight , this weekend.
I feel alive when I am there. Feel dreadful when back in SG, work is dreadful, home is dreadful..
One consolation that I can stop this potential financial ruin and personal ruin is that I get sick of the place.
To think that I have not even cultivated a tirak yet…..don't think I can…cant afford…haha