[Dhornyboy]

But to my surprise... my boss teared my letter rite away when i tendered...
I asked myself '' What the fuck ?''

Me: It has been almost 3 months since I had something to worry about...everyday I come in... I tried to come up with new proposals... but you didnt even reply to say you received my emails.... Everyone in the office treated me like shit... i mean real smelly shit... I go to lunch myself... everytime I appear in the pantry.. or smoking area.. everyone just disappear... apparently no one wants to be related to me... I am tired, Mitch.. I am, really... I finally gave up ...and came up with my resignation which took me 1 week to write...and you tear it just like that ... you didnt even open up and read?

Boss: .....

Me: anyhow.. my last day suppose to be on December second week....
If you think i should go now.. then i am ok with it as well.. anyway i got nothing in hand that someone has to take over. nothing for no one to follow up.

Boss: Did I say your resignation is approved?

Me: it is really not up to you ... really... and anyway why do u want to feed someone when he is aimlessly coming to office everyday? I need a new life.. I cant just stay here and rot my way off...I will prove to each and everyone that I am still who I was ... 1 time failure and ppl changed their opinion and attitude towards me.. I had enough... One fine day, I will return to prove my decision of resigning is CORRECT!!! ( I lost my composure... 3 fucking months of saddness... loneliness... invisibility... I just fucking had enough!!!)


Boss: Why are you so upset when you aint even the one who lost 500k in 6 months? You have the rite to resign and vent your anger on me and everyone... But who am i suppose to cry out to when other shareholders were drilling up into my arse? Can I act like you and just walk into the meeting with highest managment and say I want to quit?

Me: ...

Boss: You have just to fucking stand up from where you fallen, boy... u are still young.... You said you were condemned huh? I treated you invisible huh?
Well, lets put this straight... WHO the fuck are YOU? I would do more harm to u than good if I sided you.. what will others think? I wouldnt give anyone a chance.. to challenge or doubt my authority and capability... you failed.. and you should work harder to get my attention ...to regain the trust/respect from your colleagues... not whinning like a 1 year old infant... you are not helpless...

Me: .... Didnt I send you my new plans/proposals to u almost everyday? I bet u didnt even read them....

Boss: look.. Work is Work nothing personal... you think for the past 3 fucking months.. i ignored you? didnt give a shit on your work? well ya fucking wrong... i didnt reply because I didnt have the time to correct your mistakes... and you were consistently sending me revised versions.. slowly the new proposals began to make sense... so i let you carry on with it... it was even decided by higher management that the upcoming quarter, we wil imprement some of your ideas... Oh and by the way.. did I ever said to ban you from HOD meeting? For 3 months, I didnt bother with you ... why? because this is the type of trust I've shown you... I am always watching u .. I know you are still in pain because of the last project.. thats why when u go out alone.. I asked Shena to call you back.. u fucking idiot.. u think there will be a boss like me to let an employee to have a grace period for recovering after failure?

Me: Wait... thats not what I felt over 3 months.. the only feeling i come to work is.. why am i here... no one bothers anyway...

Boss: Now, dont test my patience... i give u 1 day to think about it.. if you really wanna quit.. submit your letter again tomorrow. same time. if not then dont ever question me again! u get it? now fuck off...