[nickahben]

it seem tat both are good suggestion.. but wat abt the emotional part? how to deal with it.. is a horrified experience to me..tat it will always haunt me in my life..whenever i see sex scene or many place like st james and mc donald or park or garden or staircase or toilet .. it remind me of her being fuck by others and happily sucking ppl cock while i was in hospital suffer in pain..i make her bring me to some of the place tat the actual things took place while she cheated on me.. i make her to own up on wat she did..althought she break down and cry but my heart is already broken by her...how can someone i love so much do this kind of things at my back.. anyway i'm on medication for depression due to this matter, however the medicine only effective only a few hours after tat the thinking come back again...i on medication for almost half a year le..