hi bros,
am back from my lunch break..
hope you all had a wonderful lunch too..
i shall continue from where i left off...
normally i would wait for her sms to inform me that she is finishing soon b4 i make my way down to pick her...
as a result , as time passed by , i had a rough idea of the time that she normally knocks off so one fine day , i decided to head down slightly earlier so that i will not keep her waiting everytime i pick her ( i normally drive down frm my home to her work place..take abt 15mins)...
i parked my car at the hotel entrance & waited inside...time passed...it was passed the normal time she always sms me so i got out of the car & smsed her :"Darling , u finished work"...
she replied soon after :" in a while...wru?"
i replied: i reached
she replied: " coming down soon. wait awhile"
i then walked towards the lift & decided to wait for her there(normally she will be sitting at the taxi stand waiting for me)..
the lift is the only access to her workplace so i waited there as i knew she would definitely come out from the lift...
then out of the corner of my eye , i saw her walking from the hotel lobby towards the lift lobby to her work place....i was stunned...i could tell she was surprised to see me waiting there too...
she said: wait a while..i go up take my things & change..
i just nodded in silence...
my head was spinning with tonnes of questions..
me: why she came from hotel lobby?
me: wasnt she at her work place?
me: she told me b4 she never go out with clients after work ( i believed as i always send her home)
me: where did she go?
me: what did she do?
all these questions & doubts i had... i was exasperated..i was numbed...i didnt know what to think...i wanted to ask her but i did not know how to..
soon after , she came back down..with her handbag & she changed to normal clothes...she said: "lets go"..
i nodded and walked with her back to my car in silence.....what to do? should i ask her?
on the way back to her place in my car , i took a deep breath trying hard to keep my sanity...
me: hows work?
she: ok..busy..
me: tired?
she: ya..abit..
me: hungry?
she: no...
i could not control myself any longer..
me: why u came from outside? tot u at work..
she: customer bring me go out..
me: bring you go where? can go out during work?
she: why u ask so much.. u know i working right...please stop the car.. i go back myself...
i was stunned
me: ...nono...i send you back...
i was hurt...really hurt...felt like knives piercing thru my heart..my eyes started to get wet & swell...
throughout the journey back , we were both silent while i could not control tears started to roll down my cheeks..
soon , we reached her home , by now i was trying hard to fight back my tears..
she turned to me & said ,
she: i think we better stop...lets end it... dun come look for me..(in a firm tone)
me: why? i am sorry...i wun ask too much...
she: u cant...and i dun want to hurt you...
seeing me in such a state , she could not control & tears started to well up in her eyes..
i was desperate..didnt know what to do
me: please...i love you...dont leave.... i promise i wunt mind...
she: dun cry...(she hugged me).. go back & rest...you need to work...
me: i hugged her back..tears streaming down...pls dunt leave me...
she: okok....u go back rest...tml need to work...drive carefully & call me when u reach home.. ok?
me: ok...
with that , after seeing her back disappear from my view , i drove slowly back home....
(to be continued...) sorry bros...need to go for a meeting 1st..be back later to update..apologise if it sounds bit drama..but its true...i really cried..i didnt know why..but was so overcome by emotions & could not control..
she is my second serious gf relationship(by the way am 28 today..
cheers