[junebaby]

It ended up being a rather slow end to the week. For some reason or another, lots of my colleagues seemed to be taking leave, despite the march school holidays already being over.

I was practically alone in the office on Friday so I decided to see if Jasmine was available for lunch.

Turns out, she was, and I met her at a cafe nearby our respective workplaces to avoid the usual lunch crowd at the hawker centre.

She looked pretty fresh-faced and happy and it didn't feel good to me that Mark was in the state he was in and yet Jasmine seemed to be getting along fine.

Me: How's everything with Mark?

Jas: He's ok. Busy with work. Busy on Fridays. Sometimes with you.

Me: Right.

Jas: Come on, everybody knows the relationship you have with him. Surprised that you two haven't fucked yet.

Me: I don't think that's the main point.

Jas: What is then?

Me: What about the two of you?

Jas: I've not settled my divorce yet. I'm still with Kate. Alicia joins in sometimes. It's funny. Mark doesn't sleep with her anymore either.

Me: Maybe he doesn't like being used by all of you.

Jas: Maybe he doesn't like being used by you either.

Me: Ok fine.

Jas: Just fuck him already. I know you're extremely curious.

Me: He doesn't want to cross the line.

Jas: Then just cross it for him. But don't you already have enough sex with Tom and Mike?

Me: I do. Mark is… special.

Jas: He is. To me as well.

Me: Then why not just be with him officially?

Jas: I do want to. He… doesn't?

Me: Are you sure?

Jas: I thought he would say yes immediately.

Me: Maybe it's your divorce. Maybe it's Kate. Maybe he wants Alicia instead?

Jas: Oh. I've no issue with that. Alicia wants him too. Although the age gap is… kinda large.

Me: What about Shirlyn? I thought she wanted him too?

Jas: Oh please. She's having the time of her life now. Sexually at least. You seriously think she would give it up for Mark?

I thought back about what Shirlyn said to me previously and wondered how much of it I could trust.

Me: You know, it would be good to know what Mark really wants. And not just what you or anyone else wants.

Jas: You can try talking to him then. He rarely talks about what he wants. As in truthfully. He's still sleeping with Nat and Crystal at the moment because he says they're very clear in what they want from him. But what if suddenly I say I only want sex from him? Is he going to sleep with me too? I don't think so.

Me: He has feelings for you. He doesn't have feelings for the others. Not the same kind of feelings he has for you.

Jas: Or you.

Me: He doesn't have feelings for me la.

Jas: I'm sure he does. Just not the same kind.

Me: Right.

Jas: If you cross that line with him, you'll see.

Me: See what?

Jas: Either he'll keep fucking you, or he'll push you away.

Me: Oh. I don't want that.

Jas: Sex? Or being cast aside?

Me: Obviously being cast aside. Mark is very special. The way he treats me.

Jas: Yeah. I can agree with that. He cares too much about others.

Me: Have you two actually had a good talk yet?

Jas: About what? We still hang out, as friends of course.

Me: About your future la! What else? You obviously don't need sex from him.

Jas: Hahaha. Yeah. Tom's been fantastic. Wish I had Mike more though.

Me: Go ahead.

Jas: You sure? Haha. Wonder where Tom finds the time though.

Me: I'm sure he has a strict schedule. Like on Wednesdays he's mine.

Jas: Oh? I just saw him on Wednesday too.

Me: At night?

Jas: Yeah.

Me: How in the world…

Jas: He told me he's on maca. Asked me to try it too. It just made me feel hot.

Me: Can't just be maca.

Jas: Probably there's other things as well, who knows. But we benefit right?

Me: Right.

Jas: Anyway, I know for a fact Mark won't do anything until I'm finally divorced. And as long as I'm with Kate… he's going to have second thoughts.

Me: Shirlyn and Alicia?

Jas: Like I said, Shirlyn won't bother at the moment. Alicia… well… I think she'll be happy even if Mark ends up with me.

Me: Will you two really still be seeing others even if you're married?

Jas: I don't see why not. I'm cool with it.

Me: Oh.

Jas: I'll just let Mark sort out his thoughts. Then see how things go.

Me: That's probably the best idea.

Jas: Please tell your husband I would like to see him more often. Rebecca was saying he's the scariest guy she's ever been with. I don't recall him being scary at all.

Me: Why can't you tell him yourself? Or experience it yourself?

Jas: I didn't get his number. Usually he just comes with Tom. Haha. And he's so… considerate?

I rolled my eyes and half considered telling Mike to fuck her the way he did to Rebecca.

Me: Right. Give me your phone.

She handed it over. The lock screen was a couple picture of her and Mark. I found that quite hilarious that they looked so happy there yet their current situation wasn't as such. I keyed in Mike's number and handed it back.

Me: Just make sure you don't drain him too badly. Haha.

Jas: Oh I won't. Crystal on the other hand… and Shirlyn…

Did Mike really fuck all of them so well that they were all craving for him? Perhaps I should just tell him to give all of them the Rebecca treatment.

Me: Don't need to tell me the details. I don't need to know.

Jas: He doesn't talk to you about it?

Me: No. But I know whenever it happens cos he fucks me super well after that. It's been like this for quite some time. Especially when he suspected I was with someone else.

Jas: That sounds super unhealthy. Aren't you glad it's all in the open now?

Me: I am actually. It's tiring to try to hide.

Jas: But why would you need anyone else when your husband is already fantastic?

Me: Why would you need Kate when Mark is fantastic?

Jas: I asked you first.

Me: I have no answer.

Jas: It's because we're greedy and will never be satisfied with just one. We always want to know if there's anything else out there without sacrificing what we already have. Or rather that's how I felt with Mark the first time.

Me: Oh. You make us sound just like men.

Jas: I think we are. Just that some of us are better at hiding it.

Me: I never really thought about it this way.

Jas: I think it's pretty accurate and applicable.

Me: Perhaps.

Jas: Well thanks for chatting.

Me: Should I really just have sex with Mark?

Jas: Yes. Just go for it. Don't hold yourself back for fear of what happens next. If it happens, it happens, then you deal with it.

Me: Is that how you approached it the first time?

Jas: Well… I was dry for so long, Mark was a nice guy. And he wasn't someone who was just in it for his own pleasure.

Me: Yeah. I already know that.

Jas: Let's just say despite having so many guys recently, Mark still gave me the best experience ever.

Me: Stop tempting me. Haha.

Jas: You were already tempted. And I'm jealous of you!

Me: Huh? Why?

Jas: Cos you went further with EoS than anyone else!

Me: What the.

Jas: I read his stories ok. Mark showed me. He's legendary. But the man doesn't match the stories. Hahaha.

Me: I'm sure he was what he described himself as back then. Now who knows.

Jas: You know my colleague was his poly junior right? The stories she told us about him. Wow. If only I went to that poly. Might have been fun.

Me: Right.

Jas: Anyway, thanks for catching up and giving me your husband's number. Don't worry. I'll return him in one piece. Haha.

Me: You better.

We finished our lunch and I headed back to the office.

As I was walking back, out of nowhere, I got a text message from Mark.

Mark: You met with Jasmine? Saw you guys.

Me: Yup.

Mark: Why?

Me: Just to catch up

Mark: Oh.

Me: Also cos I'm concerned about you.

Mark: Haha. You don't need to be.

Me: Right.

Mark: Seriously. Anyway you free tonight?

Me: Soju?

Mark: Yeah. And catch up too?

Me: And sex?

Mark: Hahahaha. You know my stand.

Me: I do.

Mark: See you at 10?

Me: Sure.

I went back to work feeling rejuvenated. As it the excitement of meeting a guy I liked had given me the energy to get through the rest of the day. Of course, there was nothing much to do for the rest of the day anyway and I pretty much stoned at my desk until it was time to head home.

When I reached back, Mike was doing some exercises in front of the TV.

Mike: Hey you.

Me: Hey.

Mike: Why did you give Jasmine my number?

Me: Hahaha oops.

Mike: You know what she wants right?

Me: Yup. Is that why you're working out now? Hahaha.

Mike: Of course not. I woke up late today so didn't get to do my morning exercises.

Me: Ya right. You're buffing yourself up so you'll look good to her.

Mike: Haha. I don't need to do that.

Me: I know. But I like it.

I went to him and pulled his shorts down, swallowing his sweaty cock.

Mike: Can you at least let me finish my work out?

Me: No. You can do you pushups on top of me.

Mike: Very funny.

Me: I'm serious. Fuck my mouth.

Mike: What…

His voice sounded reluctant, but his cock was twitching madly.

I lay on the floor. I really should tell Mike to get a proper yoga mat. He was doing his exercises on the floor and it was sticky and sweaty. He positioned himself above me in the 69 position, thrusting his cock into my waiting mouth while attempting to do his pushups.

Mike: Argh. Stop…

I guess he couldn't concentrate with my tongue swirling around his dickhead.

I dragged him into the shower and stripped quickly, turning around and facing my butt to him.

Me: Fuck me.

Mike: Sure.

Me: But don't cum. Save it for Jasmine.

Mike: Huh???

Me: I want you to give her the Rebecca package.

Mike: Oh…. Ok….

He slid in and fucked me slowly. Concentrating on the supposed g-spot area while rubbing my clit.

Me: Fuck…….

I was so horny and aroused that I practically squirted in a couple of minutes.

Mike: That's fast.

Me: I know right. I'm so confused right now. It used to take ages.

Mike: Yeah.

He slid in again.

Me: Shit…. What are you doing???

Mike: Making you squirt again?

Me: Fuck fuck fuck!

He did the same thing over and over again, pulling out when he felt me tighten to let me squirt, then immediately thrusting it back in. I was already getting dizzy and the floor looked like we had just taken a shower. I tried pushing him away. My legs were weak.

Me: I'm pretty sure that's pee.

Mike: It doesn't smell like pee.

He thrust in again.

Me: Oh god.

For someone who usually fucked me well after I or he had fucked someone else, Mike was turning the tables on me this time.

He finally let me go after 45 minutes. My legs were trembling, the floor was wet, and he was still hard. Was he taking the same drugs as Tom?

I smacked his chest.

Me: Idiot! Why torture me like that???

Mike: But you liked it.

Me: Of course I did.

Mike: I guess I'm practicing for later?

Me: You better kill her on the bed.

Mike: Why?

Me: I don't know. Punish her a bit. I'm not happy with the way she treated Mark.

Mike: That's the weirdest punishment ever. And I'm not so sure you should be the judge and jury. You're treating Mark practically the same way.

Me: Oi!

I sighed.

Me: I guess you're right in a sense.

Mike: Either he becomes another FWB or he remains a friend. Don't leave him hanging in between.

Me: I hate it when you're right.

Mike: I already bought more condoms. They're in the drawer. And… we can just wash the sheets again.

Me: Haha. You know I avoided moving to the bedroom with him because I don't wanna tempt myself cos he doesn't wanna go all the way.

Mike: The things you've done, might as well go all the way. Trust me. Don't leave him hanging. Either do it, or don't even do everything else.

Me: Nah. He sees Nat on Fridays. Probably won't have anything left for me anyway. Haha.

Mike: Who knows. Anyway let's just shower and grab dinner. I'm getting hungry already.

We showered and headed to the coffeeshop for dinner.

I was getting confused. Even my husband was telling me to go all the way with Mark. Was there something I was missing here?

I guess I'd find out later.