[Shrouded]

While Jasmine isolated herself until the next Friday at the very least, I got busy doing my own things, which were basically just stoning in my room whenever I was home, in case Jasmine needed me for whatever reason. Yes, I was like a loyal dog whose probably didn't really care about. Unfortunately, her ART on Friday was still positive so she continued to quarantine herself.

Work was slowly getting back to normal after all the outstanding paperwork was cleared. Rebecca stopped bugging me to hang out with her somehow, I guess Darren reignited something in her that night. Shirlyn was also pretty busy preparing the quarterly reports for the boss, but suddenly fell ill on Thursday and was on MC for 2 days.

I mainly hung out with Kate, having lunch, and discussing whatever work related things we needed to discuss. Friday just before work Kate decided to check up on me further.

K: How's Jasmine?

Me: Sick?

K: I mean symptoms wise? Mild? Severe?

Me: Probably normal, if it was severe she'd be in the hospital.

K: And she's been hiding in her room ever since?

Me: Yup.

K: You know you probably won't catch it again this quickly right?

Me: Yeah. But I just respect her wishes.

K: Right… heard you didn't go home with Rebecca that day?

Me: Yup. I didn't.

K: She's been raving about Darren's cock all week.

Me: Good for her.

K: You missed your chance.

Me: I'm really not interested.

K: Yeah. I figured. How's life otherwise?

Me: Normal? I'm just on standby in case Jasmine needs anything.

K: Why? She's a grown woman.

Me: Why not? I live in the same house.

K: Silly. Just go out. Have fun. You have so many women to choose from.

Me: Technically so do you.

K: Haha! One is sick and one currently wants a big dick. My strap on is practically useless now.

Me: Oh right.

K: Anyway, I don't think Jasmine is into this for the long term. I'm just someone who happens to be here, happens to let her explore her sexuality.

Me: I see.

K: Seriously. It's not like we're going to get married or something.

Me: True.

K: Anyway, just live your life ok? Don't be so tied down to someone who isn't that ready to tie herself down again.

Me: Is there something you know that I don't?

K: Nah. Just stating observations.

Me: Ok.

That night I reached back and found a note on my door.

J: Thanks for being around. Sorry I didn't tell you I was going overseas. Sorry for being sick.

I knocked on her door but there was no response. I tried opening it but it was locked. Perhaps she was sleeping.

I had not had dinner yet so I headed to the coffeeshop and bumped into Nat.

N: Hey! I was just about to text you.

Me: Oh?

N: Erm yeah? It's Friday night…

Me: Where's Jason?

N: Cancelled on me. Apparently there's some flu bug going around? Jason says Crystal is sick, and he's not feeling too good herself.

Me: Covid? Jasmine's got covid.

N: Yeah I heard but nah. They're negative. Probably just the flu.

Me: Probably. Shirlyn is sick too. Maybe it's a new strain of covid. Haha.

N: Don't be an ass. If it was a new strain we'd hear about it on the news.

Me: True.

N: So… my place later?

Me: I guess so?

N: Great! See you there then.

I headed over to Nat's place after dinner. She was already waiting for me on the sofa in a nightgown.

Me: Can I shower first?

N: Go ahead.

She pointed towards the bathroom.

Me: Do you want to shower together?

N: Whatever for?

Me: Never mind.

N: Hahahahaha. I only want sex. There's no intimacy here. Don't need any, not gonna provide any.

I went to shower anyway. It was indeed kind of strange that I actually had my own towel in someone else's house.

Nat immediately ripped off the towel wrapped around my waist and slipped my cock into her mouth.

N: You can talk you know. I'll listen and try not to laugh.

Me: Very funny.

She got me to full hardness within a minute then pushed me onto the sofa, capped me and got on top, sliding it in.

N: Something's bothering you. I more or less know. But you need to say it.

Me: I'm fine.

N: You're obviously not fine. Your cocks fine though. That's a good thing. For me.

Me: Right.

N: So?

Me: So what?

N: Are you going to say what's bothering you.

Me: Well-

N: Hang on! I'm cumming!

She trembled as she rode herself to orgasm, rested for a second, then started again.

N: Ah. Ok. Carry on.

Me: I-

N: Oh god. Here it comes again!

Me: Someone's horny today.

She convulsed slightly more violently this time.

N: Your cock feels way harder today.

Me: You're cumming pretty fast too.

N: Yeah. holy shit!

She came again and collapsed onto me, catching her breath. With someone else, it was probably a sign to kiss them, but with Nat, I just let her lay her head on my shoulder.

N: Fuck you… why are you twitching??!!

Me: I'm not?

N: Argh….

In reality I was making my dick twitch on purpose.

She got off and sat next to me

N: Asshole. You know I'm easily aroused.

Me: I do.

N: So you gonna tell me what's wrong?

Me: I don't like this.

N: I know. What's new? You feel used. But you do it cos you wanna make Jasmine happy. Make me happy. Make the whole world happy.

Me: Something like that.

N: You know most guys will jump at the chance to have multiple partners just to brag to his friends about how alpha male he is?

Me: Not me.

N: Precisely. You're not even beta male. Whatever that means.

Me: It's just me.

N: You wanna make the whole world happy but you aren't happy. What's the point? When was the last time you actually did something for yourself? Or fucked someone hard because you felt the overwhelming desire to do so? And not because it makes them happy?

Me: Well… I did arouse Crystal just to show her it wasn't hard.

N: Did you fuck her because you wanted to?

Me: Not really.

N: See. I also recall you fucked me hard only when I asked you to.

Me: Well….

N: So it's just you. Your problems are created by your mindset.

Me: Well….

N: Until you change your mindset, you'll be like this.

Me: What about Jasmine?

N: What about her? She likes you. I can tell.

Me: And yet she disappeared again.

N: So what?

Me: What if she was with another guy?

N: Again. So what? I'm with you right now. Darren's happy that I'm happy.

Me: You and Darren are unique creatures.

N: You can get jealous over what Jasmine does, but deal with it. And be comforted that at the end of the day she's with you.

Me: I don't know that.

N: If you don't know that, and she doesn't know that, then maybe you two shouldn't be together in the first place. Have you talked to her about your relationship yet?

Me: Nope. Not exactly.

N: Then talk to her? Once you two know what you really want everything will be a lot easier.

Me: I hope so.

N: Not everyone can be like me and Darren. We have an understanding and acceptance. Once you get that with your partner, whoever it may be, you'll know that's who you wanna be with.

Me: We'll see.

N: Now… do you wanna cum?

Me: Nah. I'm good.

N: Hahaha. Then it's really just you allowing yourself to be used by anyone and everyone.

Me: I can live with that.

N: Hahahaha. So can I.

She ripped condom off my deflated cock.

N: And now I'm gonna suck you dry. Whether you like it or not.

She slipped me into her warm, wet mouth again. I tried to pull her up.

Me: You don't have to.

N: Shut up and just enjoy it.

She went back down and proceeded to suck the living daylights out of me.