"Sorry" was her last words....

rememberingyou · #1 21-07-2012, 10:00 PM

It's been 6 months since she left this world. I was not beside her when she passed away. I regret and lived with remorse every single day. Her parents gave me her phone and a diary she had written from the day I broke up with her till her last days. When they told me her last word was "sorry" to me and teared, it broke my heart and till now I can't forgive myself for being a bastard and treated her badly.
I only realised how much I still love her when I read her diary and going through her phone. Her smiles, laughter, voice, face and how she look.
If only time can turn back, I would tell her I still love her and ask her back.

TheSeeker · #2 22-07-2012, 06:27 AM

Things in life don’t always turn out the way we want them to.

From my personal opinion, it may appear as if you have “forgotten” that you actually feel for her and what triggered you to remember were actually from photos and what she had wrote.

Subconsciously, you haven’t really forgotten, it appears that you were just being a little complacent but that is quite normal especially after a relationship stabilises. Some answers we seek are already there but more often than not, the way we lead our lives and the things we do buries away how we feel.

Last but not the least, I hope you are coping with the loss. Take care bro and may time slowly ease in to heal your heart.

sammyboyfor · #3 22-07-2012, 08:53 AM

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Originally Posted by rememberingyou

It's been 6 months since she left this world. I was not beside her when she passed away. I regret and lived with remorse every single day.

Find someone else to fuck and you'll forget her in no time at all.

dyelook · #4 22-07-2012, 02:23 PM

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Originally Posted by sammyboyfor

Find someone else to fuck and you'll forget her in no time at all.

damm, sometimes i've to agreed to your comments...

alan0338 · #5 22-07-2012, 05:04 PM

TS should watch the movie butterfly effect 1,2 and 3....

Apocalypse · #6 22-07-2012, 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by rememberingyou

It's been 6 months since she left this world. I was not beside her when she passed away. I regret and lived with remorse every single day. Her parents gave me her phone and a diary she had written from the day I broke up with her till her last days. When they told me her last word was "sorry" to me and teared, it broke my heart and till now I can't forgive myself for being a bastard and treated her badly.
I only realised how much I still love her when I read her diary and going through her phone. Her smiles, laughter, voice, face and how she look.
If only time can turn back, I would tell her I still love her and ask her back.

You sound like batman

R u bruce wayne?

rememberingyou · #7 22-07-2012, 05:44 PM

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Originally Posted by TheSeeker

Things in life don’t always turn out the way we want them to.

From my personal opinion, it may appear as if you have “forgotten” that you actually feel for her and what triggered you to remember were actually from photos and what she had wrote.

Subconsciously, you haven’t really forgotten, it appears that you were just being a little complacent but that is quite normal especially after a relationship stabilises. Some answers we seek are already there but more often than not, the way we lead our lives and the things we do buries away how we feel.

Last but not the least, I hope you are coping with the loss. Take care bro and may time slowly ease in to heal your heart.

They say, one always realise in the end when one has lost something valuable.

Lone_Wolf · #8 22-07-2012, 06:08 PM

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Originally Posted by rememberingyou

They say, one always realise in the end when one has lost something valuable.

You need to see a shrink..... depression can lead to suicide when your longing to be "together" overcomes u one day.

HiggsParticle · #9 22-07-2012, 06:14 PM

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Originally Posted by Lone_Wolf

You need to see a shrink..... depression can lead to suicide when your longing to be "together" overcomes u one day.

You are correct. Very good advice. TS should take note of bro lone wolf advice and seek counselling.

StyleDoc · #10 22-07-2012, 06:19 PM

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Originally Posted by rememberingyou

It's been 6 months since she left this world. I was not beside her when she passed away. I regret and lived with remorse every single day. Her parents gave me her phone and a diary she had written from the day I broke up with her till her last days. When they told me her last word was "sorry" to me and teared, it broke my heart and till now I can't forgive myself for being a bastard and treated her badly.
I only realised how much I still love her when I read her diary and going through her phone. Her smiles, laughter, voice, face and how she look.
If only time can turn back, I would tell her I still love her and ask her back.

Hey sorry to hear of your loss. I had this girl I liked so much, we're kinda like childhood sweethearts in primary school. 12 yrs old only. We sat beside each other and we'd be so happy just to be with sit next to each other and talk. And she got killed in a bike accident. It's been so many years ago already, and I still miss and think of her and I pray for her soul till this day. I can still remember her face.

Very sweet and pretty taiwanese girl. Sorry but may I ask how did your ex pass away? If its too painful to reveal it's ok. Remember when you have a gf next time, please treat her like a princess. And when you marry her, treat her like a queen and always always treasure and tell her how much you love her. Everyday.

There will always be dicks on the internet, they not only trolled on my thread but I see the SAME PEOPLE here making snide and disrespectful remarks when a fellow forumer is here to share his story. Really...to think that a fellow forumer's ex passed away and the same trolls who came to my thread and create trouble and post nonsense are doing the same thing here, you will get your just rewards one day.

sammyboyfor · #11 22-07-2012, 06:27 PM

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Originally Posted by StyleDoc

Remember when you have a gf next time, please treat her like a princess.

That's the stupidest advice on earth. Treating a girl like a princess is the surest way of turning her into a bitch of the highest order.

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There will always be dicks on the internet, they not only trolled on my thread but I see the SAME PEOPLE here making snide and disrespectful remarks when a fellow forumer is here to share his story.

This section is not an agony aunt column. It has been created to assist poor sods who have fallen in love with WHORES. If your girl isn't a whore, the story doesn't belong here unless she intends to become one in the near future.

alan0338 · #12 22-07-2012, 06:35 PM

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Apocalypse · #13 22-07-2012, 07:11 PM

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Originally Posted by StyleDoc

There will always be dicks on the internet, they not only trolled on my thread but I see the SAME PEOPLE here making snide and disrespectful remarks when a fellow forumer is here to share his story. Really...to think that a fellow forumer's ex passed away and the same trolls who came to my thread and create trouble and post nonsense are doing the same thing here, you will get your just rewards one day.

I thank the good Lord that my reward will be great in heaven but

Thank you Lord for giving me virgins to enjoy.

I have a pet goldfish that died when I was 7. I bought another goldfish next week. It died when I was 9. I still remember that Goldfish's face.

But Now I buy kim leng cos it lives longer and when the kim leng dies I'll buy another one. Am I wrong?

Maybe you should get a pet tortise so it can be around after you get your reward.

Go find a counsellor to deal with issues you had with your Dad while you were young. There is no answer to be found here.

rememberingyou · #14 23-07-2012, 10:17 PM

"Just a little happiness" was her last entry in her diary.
Whenever I am free I would buy flowers and visit her final resting place. Spend some quiet moments telling her how I am getting on.

Apocalypse · #15 24-07-2012, 12:06 PM

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Originally Posted by rememberingyou

"Just a little happiness" was her last entry in her diary.
Whenever I am free I would buy flowers and visit her final resting place. Spend some quiet moments telling her how I am getting on.

her final resting place is in your heart not in any physical place.

I'm not sure how couples talk these days anymore, but in my time, we talk about my dreams and her dreams.

She is with you always, in your heart and up in the stars when you lift your head up. What is it she wanted to do, but could never do? What did she want to do? Did she want to go xx country with you? Did she want to open a cake shop?

What about her hopes for you? Did she tell you how she see you and what you can do. If she had, then be that man for her and for yourself as if she is beside you. And when you become that man she always knew you were, do the things she wanted to do, in remembrance of her. Its ok to tell your new girl why you are doing it. That way, her death become an inspiration to you, and when you need her strength, she will always be close to you and appear to you in time of you need. That way, she is never truly dead.

This is just my 2cents, hope it does not offend you