The slut that I am

[naturegreen]

All I can say is good efforts

[paperplanes]

Throughout the week, I kept thinking about Sam, about his little gestures. How he touched my face, my hair. It felt very...intimate and I craved more of that, I had butterflies everytime I thought of it. At the same time, I keep telling myself the actions don't mean anything and he probably does that to all his female friends. I felt like I was 15 all over again, crushing on someone whose feelings I'm not even sure of.

One night during work, the same guy who was flirting came to the store again. Let's call him Jake, cos I honestly forgot his name.

Me: Oh hey
Jake: You're here alone?
Me: No the other girl wasn't feeling well so she went back first, we're closing anyway.
Jake: Oh ok. Here, for you.

He takes out a clear plastic container from the paperbag in his hands. It was a box of macaroons.

Me: Oh what for?
Jake: Nothing, I just thought you'd like it. I made it myself. (I don't like macaroons at all actually)
Me: Oh wow thanks but you shouldn't have. You bake?
Jake: I love to cook! But I especially love making desserts.
Me: Great! I love desserts
Jake: I can bring you more desserts if you want to.
Me: Nah it's ok, it's very nice of you though. Thank you for the macaroons.

We talked for a bit more and then the biggest surprise ever, Sam came in.

Me: Hey! What are you doing here? (Looking very surprised with a huge smile on my face)
Sam: I was in the area so I thought I'll come and see if you need a ride home. (in a rather nonchalant manner)
Me: Uhh yea, give me 20 minutes. I'll be done soon.

Sam said hi to Jake and I don't know how but they started talking about French restaurants, I think. After I closed the store, they were still talk about it and the three of us stood outside to talk, well they talked and I listened.

Sam: Hah yea, I'll see you around then.
Jake: Yea, do you work here as well?
Sam: Just on weekends.
Jake: Ok cool, I'll see you two then.
Me: See you, thanks for the macaroons.

Jake smiled and said bye. Sam and I started walking.

Sam: He gave you macaroons?
Me: Yea, do you want them?
Sam: But he bought them to YOU, not me.
Me: He made them actually, but I don't like macaroons, at all.
Sam: Why didn't you just tell him then?
Me: Not nice la, I mean, he made them and brought it all the way here for me.
Sam: Haha what a sucker.
Me: But you were talking to him for so long earlier on!
Sam: He kept going on and on so it wasn't me.
Me: Tsk.

We got to his car.

Sam: Are you hungry?
Me: A little.
Sam: Eat your macaroons then hah.

I gave him the face, it looks a little like this -.-

Sam: Where do you wanna eat then?
Me: Nah it's ok, I'm tired.
Sam: Ok then, I'll send you back.

There was a short silence.

Sam: Would you go out with that guy?
Me: Who? Jake?
Sam: Yea
Me: Maybe, he's quite cute. Plus he cooks.
Sam: God those macaroons are such a cheap trick. He could have bought them.
Me: Maybe, least he makes the effort to lie bout it.
Sam: What about your girlfriend?
Me: What about her? Tsk, I'm not really gonna go out with that guy.
Sam: Why not then? He made you macaroons and all
Me: I'm just not interested.

Sam did a little nod.

Me: Do you wanna have dinner on Thursday?
Sam: Are you asking me out?
Me: No, it's just that nobody's free to have dinner with me on Thursday.
Sam: Not even your girlfriend?
Me: She's busy with assignments.
Sam: Yea ok, Thursday sounds fine.
Me: Ok i'll call you (I was extremely happy but was trying to play it cool)



And thank you all, who likes the story (:

[crazytiger]

Keep it going Sis, waiting for more .......

[Kaezen]

sounds like you are gonna have both of them!!!

[simple2kee]

Originally Posted by paperplanes

And thank you all, who likes the story (:

i like ur story. thks for sharing.

[paperplanes]

Originally Posted by Kaezen

sounds like you are gonna have both of them!!!

Ahh no, I didn't (:

[thomas88]

Nice story....initially I find it a little bored but after continued reading, I'm finding it rather nice now.

Keep it up, rewarded you with a little 5 points.

[redolent]

I like it. So slutty!

[bigmannow]

I'm definitely , honestly and sincerely staying here for paperplanes

[paperplanes]

Originally Posted by thomas88

Nice story....initially I find it a little bored but after continued reading, I'm finding it rather nice now.

Keep it up, rewarded you with a little 5 points.

Thank you! I appreciate it!

[paperplanes]

Originally Posted by bigmannow

I'm definitely , honestly and sincerely staying here for paperplanes

That is very sweet of you, gee thanks (:

[paperplanes]

I texted Sam on Wednesday evening.

"Hey where do you wanna have dinner tomorrow?"
"Where will you be? I'll pick you up?"
"I'll be in town, I'll just meet you in town?"
"Yea ok, I'll see you at 730?"
"Ok, see you"

I was really excited, I haven't been on a first date ever since I got together with my girlfriend. Before Sam came along, I honestly couldn't see myself cheating. I mean, of cos I've done stuff behind my girlfriend's back but I don't really consider that cheating since there were no actual feelings involved but with Sam, it's a whole different story.

Thursday evening came, I was with a couple of friends over at Lido's TCC and I got a text from Sam.

"Hey I'm here already. I'll wait for you at Borders"

I left my friends and walked over to Borders, found him in the literature section.

Sam: Oh you're here quick. Where were you?
Me: I was over at Lido
Sam: Ok, do you wanna eat here or?
Me: I'm easy
Sam: Dempsey?
Me: Yea ok

We went over to P.S Cafe and settled there for dinner.

Sam: What did you do earlier on?
Me: Met a couple of friends, went for tea and walked around.
Sam: Tsk, lady of leisure.
Me: Well yea, I honestly didn't have anything better to do but it's not like I'm this free all the time. What about you? Bet you've been wanking all day.
Sam: I wasn't, was working on a paper.


Dinner was ok, we shared a slice of cake which was reeeaally good. Too bad they don't serve it anymore. The bill came, I offered to pay but Sam insisted on paying which was nice since it wasn't a date or anything (not to me then).

Sam: Where do you wanna go now?
Me: I don't know really. A movie? But there's nothing good on now.
Sam: Timbre?
Me: Yea ok.

So we walked to the car and before I got in, Sam came behind me and hugged me. I went "woah" in my mind, but like a good a woah. I just stood there, with my arms by my side while he hugged me.


Sam: I don't know when can I do this again so...

He took his arms off me and looked at me, I still didn't say anything.

Sam: I'm sorry, that was inappropriate of me.
Me: No no no, don't apologize. I mean, I like you, I really like you. I just didn't think the feeling's mutual.
Sam: Of cos I like you, why do you think I did all those things?
Me: What things?
Sam: You know, picking you up, tucking your hair behind your ears.
Me: I thought you do it to all your female friends.
Sam: Well yea, but the same gesture on different people mean different things.
Me: You know I have a girlfriend right?
Sam: Yea I know, I'm not trying to come between you two, really. I just wanted you to know.
Me: Thank you (and I gave kissed him on the cheek)
Sam: This is not gonna change anything right?
Me: No no, of cos not. Come on, let's go before there's a queue.

I turned to get into the car and he got in as well. We didn't say much on the way there but we kept turning to look at each other. When we got there, it was a bit awkward until we both got out of the car. I held his hand and he turned to me and started kissing. I couldn't believe I was locking lips with Sam, I dropped my bad on the floor and pulled him closer to me. I could feel his every breath and it made so fucking horny but I had to control myself instead of pouncing him like an animal. I think Sam sensed it and stopped.

Sam: We should go, before this gets out of hand.
Me: Yea totally. Let's go.

He took my hand we walked towards Timbre. After 10 steps, he stopped.

Sam: Fuck it, let's go back to the car.

I was more than glad to oblige. We got back into the car and he drove to this dark spot within the carpark and we parked there. We both got into the backseat and our hands were just all over each other. I didn't want to remove my lips from his, unless it was to be on his dick. He caressed my breast through my dress and I was fondling his crotch. I could feel his hard on and it made me want him even more. I unzipped his pants and was semi jerking him off through his boxers. He unbuttoned my dress and slipped his hand in, my erect nipples could be felt through my soft bra. I took his dick out and was all ready to suck the life out of it but Sam stopped me.

Sam: No don't do that.
Me: Why not? (It was very bizarre for me since no man has ever stopped me from sucking him off)
Sam: It's not right, none of this is.
Me: I don't care, she doesn't have to know.
Sam: I don't want you to do it.
Me: Why not? It'll be amazing.
Sam: I'm not ready.

And at this point I had a big WTF going through my mind.

Sam: I'm still a virgin.

OMG you can imagine my surprise, or shock.

Me: You're a virgin?! You've never gotten your dick sucked?!
Sam: I did, once. With my ex girlfriend, but it wasn't very nice. (He was zipping up now and I buttoned up as well)
Me: Why didn't you tell me? (I had this big grin the whole time I was talking)
Sam: Well..it's not something I'm proud of.
Me: So you've never fucked?
Sam: I never even got my dick sucked properly, what do you think?
Me: (Laugh) I'm sorry babe. Don't worry, I'll catch you up.
Sam: Don't say that, I don't wanna see you just as a sex object. (I thought it was very sweet of him when he said that)
Me: You're so sweet. (I gave him a peck on the lips)
Sam: What do we do now?
Me: Come on, let's go in and get drinks.
Sam: Ok I just need a while.
Me: For wha...Oh. Ok yea, take your time. (Laughing pretty loudly)
Sam: Shut up!

I smiled.

[Kaezen]

woow the action came sooner then i thought! how are you going to pounce on the car thou?

[bigmannow]

I like paperplanes' story

[gugugege]

some will say Sam is a gentleman, but i hv to say he is a stupid dick head!