In love with a prostitute

[jiro666]

Hi bros need some advice, i only started cheonging recently. Virginity was taken away by a thai chick, completely regretted it and not a pleasant experience. She said her mouth hurts, no kissing no bbbj and i left without cumming.

So the second time i decided to try a local FL..was still feeling very nervous that day..i read the FRs and brought a tub of ice-cream to play with her..

Waited a while at hotel and she arrived very fast while i was scrambling/bathing cos i accidentally squeezed ice-cream all over my shirt..

When she came in i was really surpised, she looked really sweet...i'd never had imagined she's doing this if i met her on the streeets.

Soon she started the action..bbbjing me.my first time felt so good..and we went on to play with the ice-cream, and the bedsheets were in a bloody mess all stained.

Next we went to the showers together and started to chat abit i started to feel more at ease because of the way she talked. She seems like such a normal girl when we chatted about her character and told she was 21 this year blur and forgetful etc...the chat really made me feel less nervous..
i almost wanted to ask her the reason shes in prostitution, but i keep reminding myself its a taboo to ask..

Next we proceeded with the action, every was beatutiful, really enjoyed the feeling of being close to her, my first kiss too...

Even tho i couldn't cum again..she had to give me a HJ..the experience felt really good like a gf..

Then we bathed and chatted more again about herself, and myself..told her about a girl i liked whom i didnt confess to and is now in the States with her bf....

She even enouraged me abit..at that moment i felt kinda attached to her...
even handed me some of those gummy sour sweets she bought at 7-11...felt that was really sweet of her..

after that she told me gotta rush off...kissed on the lips and she left.

since that day i've been thinking of her everyday cant even concentrate at work. Just feel like meeting her again and again...because im scared one day she may just quit and i wont be able to find her anymore...i really hope i could contact her directly in any way..,but i know yet again its a taboo to ask for her contacts...

i've been feeling very miserable i really want to know her more as a person.
Why shes doing it and i often think, if we didnt meet this way(commercial sex), would she even have talked to me? Im a fat loser and shes a cute girl.

My buddies told me everything is a pretence, cos i pim her customer. She just did what she was paid to do.

But i somehow feel her true nature when we chatted, shes just a young girl at heart. And must be stuck with some problems so she has to do this. I really want to know her more and try to help..even tho i dun think i am capable of helping..

I want to tell her i like her and want to know her more and be a friend, i wanna get her contacts so that i wont lose her if she quits..
but scared to ask cos i thought one possiblity she might freak out and tell her okt to blacklist me...then i wont be able to see her anymore

im really confused right now, and my 1.4k (left with 500 after bills and parents etc) pay cant really support this habbit of meeting her regularly, 200 once..
In a way im scared if she quits i cant see her anymore, in another i really hope she can leave this line asap and wont do it again too.
but guess il do it anyway.

need some advices...thanks

[first hole]

One session with her and you love her .....
Bro, sounds like you have been deprived of women for too long
It is just infatuation, slap yourself out of it

[CookiesNCreme]

give it up bro, no offence but if you are a fat loser and rich you may stand a chance. but if you are fat and earn only 1.4k i dont think so.

[the_e_ones]

Bro jiro666, you gotten wake up and step out from this emotional trap... whatever "feel" this FL is giving you is only because you have paid for it...

Start by trying other girls... and who knows... there will be better ones and soon you may just forget about this FL...

Cheers and enjoy...

[BMW520_M]

You shld change the heading to:


"In LUST with a PROSTITUDE!!!"

[DarkAsh]

There will be a time, place and person. Stabilise yourself first, financially and emotionally ....
In the meantime enjoy with whatever your resources can afford, dont over commit else you will be plagued with different problems.
Be happy that you do not have any worries at the present so DONT LOOK FOR ONE!

[Mean Boy]

Yo bro Jiro666,

My advice to you is to drop the whole idea ....
Ask yourself this Question... you are thinking of her because of the Sexual service she provided to you? or you really Love her for what she is? Please bear in mind you only met her once ( or few times?? )... A one sided affairs???
You are still young bro, go look for other gals...
I went thru' what you are feeling right now.... not easy though... so dun hurt yourself... give up now while still in early stage.

Focus more on your career ba.

Cheers Happi Happi

[paulsun]

well , isnt in a real world ..........keep the contact if she quit.dont need to know about her ,tell her you dont have much money for visiting her .if she rally like you ,she will find you .if you indeed love with her now ,danger with illiness or invo with problem of her .let her quit 1st then go after her .

but , i dont think so ... the % not really high .takecare.

[Sentarum]

Agree with other bros here, start cheonging more and you'll soon grow numb. I also agree with you she seem nice and accomodating

But dun get addicted in prost, they're for quick shots, not for you to chase, plenty of girls on the street why target there?

[sex4LiFe]

bro.. not saying you can't fall in love with a pro.

BUT the big question is - does she love you back? The feeling you have now is not love if it's one-sided.

I guess it's more or less a case of infatuation and crush on ya end and you're mixing it up with love, which is a much bigger thing.

My opinion is that you know a pro loves you when she stop asking you to pay for sex.

For now, maybe you might want to take it easy.. i estimate you should still be quite young so give yourself more options.

Cheers!

[KingEros]

Originally Posted by jiro666

need some advices...thanks

Nobody will become a FL/prostitute ... unless they really have to, though some would be lame enough to be a FL/prostitute just to get money to buy a LV bag.
Nevertheless, it is no reason to look down on her ... or any other FL/prostitute.

Reading through your post, I seem to gather that ...
1) you have not been in a relationship before ... hence, hers was the first cosy & intimate contact you had
2) you may well be the only one who might be interested in forming a relationship, sexual or otherwise

My advice to you ... spend another $200 to do 2 things:
1) see if she even remember you still ...
2) tell her you dun mind what she is doing & wanna be her friend
If she tells you it's impossible, then it's THE "slap" you need ...

[Insider]

I doubt this is love, more like pitying her and wanting to 'rescue' her .... And I do suggest TS do not try look for PRC ... sure kena jialat jialat from them with their KC tricks ..

[DarkAsh]

you have just solicited BOSS "wake up" response ...

[KingEros]

Originally Posted by sex4LiFe

My opinion is that you know a pro loves you when she stop asking you to pay for sex.

Well ... this may not always be the case too.
My opinion is that they can forgo the money when they actually enjoy the sex with you ... it's easy to find enjoyment from something, when you have to repeat that same thing 5-10 times a day all through the week.

[clan004]

It can also be put long line catch big fish.